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My Xanga <~ This is where I've gone. Just incase anyone wanted to know. ^.^
~Caitlyn
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| Broken Promises... |
[30 Nov 2004|05:46pm] |
He said he would talk to me all night that day... he didn't.
He said he would come over Wednesday... but he didn't.
He said he would cheer me up today... but he didn't.
He said he would be at school today... but... you know the rest.
Who in the WORLD would I be talking about now?! Hm... Let's see... starts with N- and ends with -athan. Or... better yet, it starts with dick and ends with head.
Bleh. Whatever.
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[11 Sep 2004|07:27pm] |
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Something is wrong with my relationship.
I feel... out of place in it.
Something is seriously bothering me and I don't know what it is....
Nathan...
WHY DOES THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN?!?!?
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[13 Aug 2004|09:13pm] |
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You get what you fucking deserve in life. You get what you deserve.
(This is directed to one person whom is the only reason this is not a friends only entry)
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[11 Jul 2004|06:08pm] |
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| "There will be sorrow no more..." |
[10 Jul 2004|10:03pm] |
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Sorrow - Bad Religion |
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I will be gone til Thursday guys.
Yay for me.
I'll be sure to come back and tell you all about what "fun" I will have in St. Augustine. With all the FFA folks. They're gonna think I'm so strange when I make them listen to whatever CDs I decide to take.
See ya in a few days.
And don't forget: Fuck the Fascists
Peace
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| "You were the one... You were my everything..." |
[10 Jul 2004|10:18am] |
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1000 Memories - Bad Religion |
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Take the quiz: "WHAT RELIGION BESTS SUITS YOU?"
Atheist
You are Godless! You could care less about religion. As far as you're concerned, if you can't see, touch and kick something, it's not real to you. You're day-to-day activities consist of eating, working, sleeping and the occasional Internet or coffee shop debate. Lastly, if anyone chooses to preach at you otherwise, you will either leave or debate them until they finally shut up.
Well... Isn't that just interesting as fuck?
I told you people that I wasn't religious.
( 1000 Memories )
Peace
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[09 Jul 2004|10:37am] |
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One Headlight - The Wallflowers (it's on the radio OKAY?!) |
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This entry is to anyone whom has stood up for something that they believe in, only to be immediately shot down by someone that doesn't even know them. No, I'm not talking about you, Kitah.
I'm actually speaking of the moderator and co-mod of a community called ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif) fuckpunks. In this comm. people are praised for putting down the punk scene and everything about it. I, being the way I am, decided to put my two cents in and bitch to all of them about what punk is, what it's not, and why their discrimination is so misplaced.
I was standing up for something that I believed in. And guess what.
Yes, both the mod and the co-mod of the community posted a comment. The moderator I believe said something like "gay" to my post in the community. I was angry but I've chosen not to say anything to her because I would only be feeding the fire and arguing stupidly. So fuck what other people think. I dsjoined the community and stuff so it really doesn't matter.
But it annoys the hell out of me that such things go on like these. For someone merely speaking up for something that they think is right only for this person to get shot down in an instant. I'm really not even only talking about myself. I looked at some of the past few people who have posted things such as what I posted in the comm and these people got the SAME KIND OF THINGS.
So what exactly is my point? I'm not really sure. It's a cross between fascists suck because we all should not think or even act the same as one another, or that people who put other people down because of their beliefs are thick-headed and close-minded. I'm not sure really. You decide. I'll listen. I'm not a corporate fashion punk. I am open-minded.
Fuck the fascists.
Peace
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| "I could be cold... I could be ruthless... You know I could be just like you..." |
[08 Jul 2004|04:02pm] |
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Anthem of Our Dying Day - SOTY (Yeah. AGAIN) |
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Yippee. I leave for St. Augustine on Monday. I'm overjoyed. Really.... Not. I have to decide on a suitable amount of money to take... I've got no fucking clue what-so-ever. Any suggestions?
Anyway, I've decided that I'm only going to take 5-8 CDs with me. Damn. Now I have to narrow my collection down to a select few. I will definately take both disc 1 and 2 of the Warped '04 Compilation. And the 2 Bad Religion CDs... Since I haven't got the new one yet... Still kicking myself for not buying it when I had the chance. But anyway... I don't know what other music to take. Any suggestions?
And I also must go shopping. That's right. S-h-o-p-p-i-n-g. Shopping. For "swimwear". Fucking peachy. And I have to take my dad. Even better. Oh yeah, I'm gonna love getting ready for this trip... Not.
Peace.
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[06 Jul 2004|09:02pm] |
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FUCK YEAH!! IT FUCKING WORKS!!
Peace
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| "I'd scream this song right in your face..." |
[06 Jul 2004|08:23pm] |
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Anthem of Our Dying Day - SOTY |
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Why? Why does this DAMN SONG get stuck in my head when I don't even listen to Story of the Year????
If you don't know what song... It would be "Anthem of Our Dying Day". It's a wonderful song however. Beautiful lyrics. But it's stuck in my fucking head. Which means that I despise it. At the moment.
As a matter of fact... The phrase that continues to play is the chorus... Go fucking figure.
"From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day"
Grr...
But I suppose it's better than having "Striking at mental apparitions like a drunk on a vacant street" line stuck in my head. Perhaps.
...Okay...
That only makes me want to listen to Bad Religion.
I shall now face the fact that music is screwing me over. Like the rest of world.
Peace
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| "From up here the city lights burn like a thousand miles of fire..." |
[05 Jul 2004|07:17pm] |
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Anthem of Our Dying Day - SOTY |
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For the first time in a couple of days... I'm bored outta my fucking mind. Can you believe it? I sure as hell can.
But anywayz...
The Chateau Elan puts on a wonderful display of fireworks. I was only there because my dad's boss lives there. He has a fucking driving range in his basement. And a very beautiful mohagany baby grand piano. If you know how I am around pianos... You know how I kept myself entertained. I'm in love with pianos. Can you tell?
St. Augustine is closer than ever... I'll be leaving in less than a week. I really can't wait. I can't wait to be on a trip with six of my peers (2 other girls, 4 guys) who listen to country music and are dedicated to the FFA whole-heartedly. Sounds wonderful, don't it? But fuck it, I'll live. I wonder how much money I should take....
Peace
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| "And with my last breath I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt..." |
[04 Jul 2004|02:48pm] |
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Capital H - Motion City Soundtrack (the name of the band) |
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Happy fucking 4th of July. Let's all get drunk and celebrate a country that screws us over shall we?
Anyway... I had another one of those dreams you know... where you don't want to wake up... Unfortunately I did though
And that guy from North Region Rally... His name was Chase. Have you ever not been able to recall someone's name but then they suddenly appear in a dream and you remember it? It's crazy...
I also wrote another poem... I'll post it here in a lil bit...
Peace
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[03 Jul 2004|05:14pm] |
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Stars and Stripes - Anti-flag |
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"How am I supposed to feel about the things I've done?
I don't know if I should stay or turn around and run
I know that I hurt you, things will never be the same
The only love I ever knew, I threw it all away"
--Yellowcard, "Breathing"
Okay... I feel so... not right.
Alright... This has become a pointless waste of time...
( Stars and Stripes )
Peace
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| I'm one of those "misanthropic anthropoids" too y'know... |
[02 Jul 2004|10:06pm] |
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Pessimistic Lines - Bad Religion |
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Brownie points to anybody that can tell me what a misanthropic anthropoid is.
Bonus points for anybody that can tell me where I got that phrase from.
Peace
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[29 Jun 2004|10:34pm] |
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I get so bored sometimes.
And in my current quest for knowledge and what other people think and believe, I look towards two people.
These two people are more widely known for their music, rather than their essays... But the music and the essays are interesting and thought-provoking. If you don't know who I'm talking about, the two people are Justin Sane (of Anti-flag) and Greg Graffin (of Bad Religion).
I guess I'm pretty *new* (if that's the word you wanna use) to the "punk-rock" scene. And I get new ideas from it and its views everyday.
Well, today... I got bored again. And I finally found the essays of my favorite vocalist, Greg Graffin. Though none of his essays are very new (the newest from 1998), they still have the same lasting effect on me. I enjoyed reading every one of them that I read and I would just like to put the article that meant the most to me here.
( A Punk Manifesto )
Peace.
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| "There's no justice... Just a cause and a cure... For a killer's creature... Which we all endure" |
[26 Jun 2004|11:01pm] |
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My metamorphosis is in full swing.
What do I mean by that? I'm not going to be the quiet, keep-to-yourself Caitlyn anymore. I'm not going to be fed the lies of the government and listen to the things that I don't believe in.
Yes. My new favorite band has become Anti-flag. If you have never heard of them, or heard anything from them, I suggest buying a copy of their latest album, "Moblize". Or perhaps, you can ask me and I will make a compilation of A-F songs for you. But this band and the thoughts of the members can not be kept quiet like it is.
<http://www.anti-flag.com>
Anyway... I found an interesting article written by Justin Sane, front man for this wonderful band. It's mostly just a bunch of stuff about being anti-mainstream media. But if you have the time, you should read it. It makes you think. And thinking is good. If you don't like it, comment on it. Bitch at me. I won't care much. I believe in what I believe in. And if you don't want to agree, then who gives a fuck. You can be a fascist like the rest of them.
( JUSTIN SANE ON THE MEDIA )
Okay. Pass the word on if you did enjoy that.
..::I am the revolution::..
Peace.
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| A-N-A-R-C-H-Y His name is Captain Anarchy but only in his mind... |
[25 Jun 2004|08:55pm] |
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It's been awhile guys...
I have to get a new modem for my computer. That sucks. If anybody can tell me where I can get one cheap, that'd be great. If not, fuck it. I'll go shopping in a day or two.
Anyway...
I find new ways to surprise my parents everyday. Explaination? Here:
I woke up around 11-ish this morning. My hair hasn't been washed in two days. I took a pair of jeans outta my dresser and some random-logoed shirt and just threw them on. It's summertime, I don't give a fuck. But anyway, my mom was surprised when I walked out of my room this way and asked me why I looked so... grungey. Is that even a word?? I just laughed at the use of the word and went on with my life.
Another interesting anecdote about my parents and their suprise at what I've become? Sure:
I went to the mall today and straight to Sam Goody. I found what I wanted there and unfortunately could not buy it. The Empire Strikes First. Couldn't buy it. It's cheaper at Hot Topic anyway. But that's beside the point. My mom asked me why the hell I would want something like that. I guess she still thinks that my favorite bands still include stuff like Goo Goo Dolls, Better Than Ezra, and Barenaked Ladies. Unfortunately... They don't. No. My favorite bands now include shit like Bad Religion (whom I've loved since I first heard "You" on THPS 2), Anti-flag, and The F Ups. So there.
Just more proof that my parents know little about me. Go figure.
"...A-N-A-R-C-H-Y His name is Captain Anarchy but only in his mind. A-N-A-R-C-H-Y He's so punk he's poser and he'll be one til he dies..."
..::Punk never died::..
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| When you trust me, when you finally believe in me, I will let you down... |
[23 Jun 2004|01:46pm] |
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Maria - Greenday |
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Four days away from a computer and the usual people that I talk to has made me... Think. And it's pretty much driven me insane(-er than I have been).
But anyway... here goes...
I thought of something to do just to write out all my feelings.
( Interesting views on random people )
If you read that, tell me I'm a heartless bitch... Tell me that I'm vicious, evil, maniacle even. And if you might be one of those people and got offended, tell me. I'll fix myself.
But I DO feel better now that I put that all down. Try it for yourself. It helps. Really.
..::Punk never died::..
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